Just realised that there was already two threads and tired ass me forgot to check.

>>2003325
It's okay anon

>>2004504
>whig history
Gross

>>2004509
>Sad clock
I didn't expect to cry so much from such a silly filename.

>>2004563
Hahaha sucks to be a fag and go to college early. I figured right away what the climb is all about.

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>>2004563
I'd take this with a grain of salt. I don't know how many of your really competed in high school and college, but I've been alive for 20 years. I never felt academic competitiveness. I don't think I'm driven by a ladder towards a brighter material future. It's always been my opinion that we live to gain knowledge and learn. You don't have to be depressed when you reach 40 and find yourself
finally settling into life. By 40 I'll be a confident, whole person. I'll be disciplined and fit and smart. Everything I am working towards now is going to be realized. Everything I'm working towards is internal, it's growth as a person, it's having the intellect and ability to inspire and lead others. If you find yourself at a stillness, if life is settling down, then you can ignite the fire in your heart and lead your community and family to greatness. Read Richard Nixon's memoirs, at least the first 100 pages. He woke up at 4am every morning to buy produce for his father's gas station mart. Then he went to school, then to debate club, then got home and made a point to study every night. He lost a brother in childhood to TB. He couldn't afford to go to a private college, so he went to the local one. He started a social debate club that toured California. He earned a place at Duke Law School at a time when half of first year students were cut from the program if they didn't meet the standard. He finished third in his class and got hired at a law firm, joined the navy during the war... He worked hard and crafted himself into a man. Working towards goals is how you mold yourself. I've changed a lot in two years, and it's because I've worked towards happiness. I hate to think my 18 year old neurotic self could've stuck with me until 40 when I had time to enjoy life. If that were the case I'd probably be resentful too.

Does anyone have a the webm of the standoff between some Eastern European forces? They are talking over radio and one guy says "you are my friend" other guy says "you know i can not give my men that order". Then the tanks proceed to storm the place.

Don't mean to be a request anon but that one really got to me.

>>2004569
Look at you being so advanced and bragging about being better than your peers on 4chan.

>>2004495
Did he die holy shit

>>2004495
Does anybody have a link to the full chase? I'm intrigued.

>>2004535
If you find that sad, you are an immense pussy.

>>2004569
Way to miss the point friend

>>2004580
I partly agree with you but just to provide some context to that webm, Alan Watts rarely talks about the education system and was a lecturer himself. The few times he has spoken about the system it's moreso to do with that 'climb' ideal that is perpetuated from money and profits, which is what schools seek for a variety of reasons.

He is not condemning education, far from it. In fact I'd argue he'd be inclined to agree with you on the majority of what you've said. But I assure you he was not a resentful man.

>>2004929
>>2004580

In fact I just remembered a quote from him that I enjoy using, "The reward for studying French should be the ability to speak French, to enjoy reading French, and to have fun with French people. But when you get a degree for it, then the degree becomes the point in a game of one-upmanship." So it's more about the sometimes skewed management of the education system rather than the condemnation of the system itself

>>2004580
>as a 20 year old with no experience outside of school, let me tell you how i have it all figured out

>>2004512
Man that is awful.

>>2004870
>>2004752
He's running from the cops and punching out mirrors while he's riding. He broke his hand and couldn't use the clutch anymore. (webm is flipped)
Falls over and has a cry about it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8zoRNwi5Vc8

>>2004509
>ywn meet someone you love with all your heart
>ywn have to overcome obstacles in life with them
>ywn hurt them and regret it
>ywn change for their sake and keep improving
>ywn live out your days happy with them
Feels thread indeed

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>>2003320
the only people that should get feels from this webm is Bosnians

>>2004509
There's a version out there with just instrumental music that makes the mood much more somber.

>>2004495
the end scene looks like it's happening on another planet

Cops are wearing space suits

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>>2004580
Who cares about working for a future that will inevitably end with death and permanent erasement from the world

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>>2005206
>You will never feel these feels

The worst feel

>>2004495
anyone know the song?

>>2005661
Song name? Pls

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Anyone got the Thai Alzheimer's commercial, it literally never fails to make me cry.
Or the thai "My father lies", or the "deaf father" one, or ..
Got anything thai, anyone? Just post it.

>>2005648
fucking kek

>>2004580
The whole point is that you are investing into an IDEA of the future that doesn't really exist.
>when you reach 40 and find yourself
>By 40 I'll be a confident, whole person
No. You already are. There is no "yourself" to find. You are yourself. No amount of arbitrary achievement can make you happy. Stop investing in this idea that you are working towards something. The something you are working towards doesn't exist. What Watts is trying to communicate is that you should live for the present not the future. This doesn't mean being a present-obsessed hedonist, happiness is still hard-work, just don't sacrifice your enjoyment of the present for a hypothetical future enjoyment that will never actually manifest.

>using Nixon as an inspirational example of your point
Kek you mean the tormented, delusional, paranoid self-saboteur who was impeached and very nearly indicted and who most of the general public consider to be one of the worst US Presidents? I doubt the man ever felt true happiness in his adult life and his self-obsessed vision of "greatness" destroyed his entire life.

>>2004690
>>1999787

does anyone have the webm of deep diving footage with gwely mernans by aphex twin playing in the background?

Hey, what's the fastest way of killing myself without pain? what's the pro and cons?

>>2007176
helium tank

>>2007178
I'd do it, but costs too much money and effort, I'd rather hang myself

>>2007186
>50 bucks is too much money

how old are you might i ask?

>>2007186
>costs too much
gotta make sure you hit that eternal nonexistence with some dollas in ya pocket, smart

>>2007187
21, just your shitty failure.
And I'm afraid I'd change my mind while the helium tank is getting shipped, as nobody sells it here as a cheap as amazon

>>2006255
Here, dude, man, buddy guy.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Y3PwteHlkN4

Whitearmor - I kno

>>2007191
failure at what?

>>2007196
what do you think? at life.
if it were one part of life, I'd be ok with it, but with everything crashing down, might aswell end the suffering already
honestly, i dont know why im even doing this, maybe a shitty attention call so I can feel good for 5 secs

>>2007200
tell me exactly what you failed at.

>>2007210
school, I can't understand shit now, and I get piss grades because of it, pretty much dooming my chance of my second attempt at college.
social life, tho I thought I'd actually made some progress here, it's just some fags that don't give 2 shits about me and would rather hang out with other people, even after I place all my trust in them
family, my fucking family hates me and it's only a matter of time until my neetbux run out and they kick me out of the house

honestly, don't ask, I just want it to be over with

>>2007217
>I can't understand shit now, and I get piss grades because of it
study something you have an interest in instead of forcing yourself into a hell.

>even after I place all my trust in them
maybe you should start learning from your mistakes

>only a matter of time until my neetbux run out and they kick me out of the house
what's stopping you from finding a job? I know plenty of people who have ok paying jobs with no education or who found a job completely unrelated to the degree they finished it.

those are some pretty fucking petty reasons dude, and you have no one but yourself to blame by the looks of it. And taking your life at 21? I'm your age and barely hanging on at university cause all I do is procrastinate and masturbate, I have zero social life, and most of my family has started to lose hope after trying to motivate me into trying harder, yet I still don't seriously think about taking my life ever. You haven't lived even a quarter of your expected life and you're already throwing it away? Some people would kill for the opportunities you had, have and will come across in the future.

>>2007233
i'm just fucking sick of this shit and want out, i don't fucking care if I'm at fault or all that shit, it only fucking makes me want to kill myself more, honestly.

>>2007217
>honestly, don't ask, I just want it to be over with
Dude, you haven't even started yet.

>>2007194
thanks

>>2005644
This could be a Metro dialogue from two NPCs in the corner of some sad station.

>>2004498
gr8

>>2005645
there's a bluebird in my heart

>>2004512
this is so bittersweet

>>2007245
listen to me
what you do is your choice, because i'm just a person over the internet, i can't make you do anything.
all i ask is that you hear me out.

you haven't started much of your life yet. yeah, shit sucks right now and you feel like a failure at life, but right now, you're just being hysterical. you're making a decision that is permanent over a few reasons that can be solved if you try.
i know where you're coming from. im 24 and i failed college twice. i have a shitty job and i don't even have a car.
sometimes i feel like killing myself too, only because i think it'll be better than dealing with failure, like you are right now.
failure is not the end all, be all of life. failure is the start of a new thing, a new beginning. where one door closes another opens.
look at where you are, look at all you choices other than suicide. try again, make changes in your life. ask yourself, who will be affected, and don't cop out and tell yourself that no one will because someone does, even if it's your pet or a familiar person.
try. just try, my friend. suicide isn't a good answer to your problems, so consider other options. don't push yourself into a corner, and even if you do, the only way you can go is up.

>>2005669
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bEQtkLNTmRs&

>>2007773
Just tell him to buy the fucking tank, man up and kill himself. Why are you even bothering with the loser? Jeesus christ, you just feeding him attention, that's all, most likely he won't kill himself anyway not enough balls for that.
Kids these days holy shit I fucking sweat.

>>2006172
Those are American motorcycle sheriffs.

>>2004512
Aw man now I'm getting misty-eyed at work.

>>2005206
>>2006250
You are who you choose to be.

>>2007935
i choose to be an attack helicopter

>>2007940
Nigger I said who, not what.

>>2007043
I don't know what to say other than "you're wrong". I make decisions in the present that put me in uncomfortable and new situations that you might call "living in the present", but I do it for the future.
And I don't believe in arbitrary achievement. I said the opposite in my first comment. What I work towards is spiritual calmness. Being able to overcome grief and be happy. That could be as a janitor or a CEO.
Richard Nixon was unfairly hounded by the press for 20 straight years. His time up until 1960 is inspiring. It is only after the rigged presidential election and subsequent loss in the gubernatorial race that he became who you describe.
That man visited Moscow in the height of the cold war and matched Khrushchev. The first American to do so. He showed strength against communism in every one of the 30+ countries he visited during the VP.
That includes an extremely hostile crowd in Venezuela that attacked his car, broke the windows, and tried to kill him.
The fact that he was paranoid, tormented, or delusional makes him a good lesson either way.

>>2007935
High school counselor pls go.

>>2004580
do you really expect me to read all this shit?

to everyone itt considering suicide put all your money in cyrpto first at least. you'll either make crazy gains and be able to live comfortably or lose everything then kys. at least do something that'll give you some hope instead of wallowing in sadness and feeling sorry for yourself

>>2006056
So empathy doesn't exist?

>>2008515
some people get wet
other feel the rain.

>>2005206
4/5 ain't bad...

>>2008461
>getting rich will magically make the thoughts go away

>>2008351
loser

>>2006056
Because Chechnya is not a real place

>>2008461
Yeah, that's not how depression works.

>>2005656
sauce on song

>>2009450
Swell - im sorry

>>2009569
tybb

>>2005642
>>2005643
This really did it for me, despite not speaking any Russian (?)

>>2008461
tfw no money to invest

>>2005148
I'm pretty sure the story is he caught his girlfriend cheating with some guy and killed them both.

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>>2009729
posted this on /wsr/ and translated it if you want to read what the guys are saying.
>>>/wsr/427377
i dont make webms so someone else can edit the webms or something. (?)

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my mom has been homeless for over a year now. she left me at camp when our apartment lease ended. i lived at my dad's house for a while but came back to go to college. now sometimes i see my mom every once and a while and give her some money for food, gas, or whatever. I don't really know what to do. I feel like i'm almost making it worse by giving her money but i don't feel like i can just cut her off.

I don't really know where else to say what I have been thinking

>>2005206
>done
>done
>done
>done
>fail
That fail destroyed my life.

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>>2007741
That wants to get out.

>>2009785
I'm pretty sure you're wrong.

>>2007922
California Highway Patrol motorcycle helmets and boots.

>>2005674
Song please?

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>>2010119
I'm sorry, man. That's a shitty situation to be in. Are you close with your mother?

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>>2010119
A man that lets his mother suffer is no man at all. Get a job, support your mother.

>>2004512
>that particular night, september 10th
.........fuck

>>2006225
I like how they limit the shots on the guy's face, makes it easier to self-insert into the video. Also is that Ben fucking Affleck?

>>2010119
you abandoned your mother? Pretty bullshit from your part. Get a fucking job and give her a home.

If you don't protect the woman who raised you, who the fuck will? Your dad who gives 0 fucks? You disgust me.

>>2005658
sauce? I love the song

>>2010701

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3LY3ftiLqmE

enjoy and hope you help others

>>2010941
this is as vapid as "art" of people that draw a picture of Ronald McDonald as a crazy clown and say its social commentary. The only people that live like the rats in this video are "enlightened" city folk who turn their nose up at the slower life outside those sweaty hell-holes.

>>2010978
https://youtu.be/c8lUzDX8fJI
enjoy