Hello /x/I have spent ten years in rejection of the world, in solitude. I have been reading books and watching stuff happen, I have been thinking, talking to friends. I have made one thread like this last Sunday.There are issues with most of the ideas I have encountered here, especially the reading lists. And reading is just a start. The place went downhill since I’ve left. Out of the trends I have noticed, the most interesting are the eager Satanists.I get it, it feels good to find a coherent measure of your values you are able to defend from attacks. I understand the thrill, I understand the honest yearning for light, exploration and comprehension. I know you are prepared for a defense, but I have no desire to attack you. I actually like honest people that have the courage of their convictions. What I am going to do is to indulge your curiosity and tell you how the sleight of hand that your lord has played on you works.There are these two interests in men, to know and to act. Actions seems to be more straightforward, but knowing is tricky. How to explore something you are a (significant?) part of?Your lord promises you that you can have both easily, only if you are honest, disregard shyness. So you say the things your heart desires, you are rude, blaspheme and deny authority of your elders and you are rejected, and you think this was the hard part. But what is being rejected isn’t you as such, but your arrogance and foremost - your pitilessness.For if you pity yourself before you pity your enemy, let alone other people that just happen to believe a thing on someone’s else authority, an interesting thing is going to happen. There is a sequence of events, but it leads to stories like this: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Goebbels_children#DeathI hope you can imagine and appreciate the beautiful and sweet clarity of such a moment.Revert!Get on your kneesPlant some trees
>>20013887p.2My school of thought would be Anthroposophy. We believe that humans are miraculously able to manipulate the material realm by their dedicated work, benevolence and loyalty. Seems like a stretch, I know, but bear with me. I have written a tract, there are some articles. I have a rough plan about what has to be done, but so far it simply uncovers as I go and the footing is firm. I invite you to walk with me.If you want general advice, I will make my best effort to respond here.Keep yourself safe. Here’s the url:http://oldrichcernosek.wixsite.com/dark-samovar
FAUST. A swamp surrounds the mountains’ base;It poisons all I have achieved till now.I’ll drain it too; that rotten placeShall be my last great project. I see howTo give those millions a new living-space:They’ll not be safe, but active, free at least.I see green fields, so fertile: man and beastAt once shall settle that new pleasant earth,Bastioned by great embankments that will riseAbout them, by bold labour brought to birth.Here there shall be an inland paradise:Outside, the sea, as high as it can reach,May rage and gnaw; and yet a common will,Should it intrude, will act to close the breach.Yes! to this vision I am wedded still,And this as wisdom’s final word I teach:Only that man earns freedom, merits life,Who must reconquer both in constant daily strife.In such a place, by danger still surrounded,Youth, manhood, age, their brave new world have founded.I long to see that multitude, and standWith a free people on free land!Then to the moment I might say:Beautiful moment, do not pass away!Till many ages shall have passedThis record of my earthly life shall last.And in anticipation of such blissWhat moment could give me greater joy than this?
