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Bad Joujou

Ok, I don’t believe in voodoo,
but there is some bad,
bad Joujou,
in the air.

I am trying not to breathe it in,
holding my breath,
delaying the inevitable.
It will effect me.

Progressive deterioration,
dangerous aberrations,
vengeful adulterations.
There is bad,
bad Joujou,
out there.

Sudden explosive destruction,
volcanic force building to eruption,
erratic, unhealthy consumption.
Bad Joujou.

Appetites suppressed,
indulged, over expressed,
everything seems depressed.
Bad Joujou.

Help me keep away the voodoo.
I don’t want tragedy to call,
I won’t hear anything at all,
I will build a wall.
I will wear a hard hat,
and carry a big bat.
Try to intimidate the Joujou.

But when all my defenses fail,
when I have fought to no avail,
I hope you will pay my bail,
love will prevail,
and I’ll get to sigh,
take a deep breath,
inhale.

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Fear And Loving

“You let everyone in but me.”

I am well aware.

Why?

You scare me.

What? What about me is scary to you?

A lot of things. You remind me of my father.

So? You have a good relationship with your father.

I live thousands of miles away from him. There are things I hate about him. I will always love him. He has the capacity to hurt me like no one else. He often has. You remind me of my father.

Will you fall for someone else?

I will try.

Since when do you believe in trying?

Since college. When my professor told me I was smart and for the first time I believed it. Since college, when I gathered the strength to end the most intense relationship I ever had. I wonder if my father knows that I stayed with him so long partially to spite him. Its so cliche its painful. You are right, I don’t believe in trying. But perhaps I will fall in love with someone anyways. Maybe I can jump. Put in the first drop of effort and then rely on gravity and inertia. That sounds like something I would do.

What if I could make you happy? What if I could be the one who would fill in all your holes? The first person to satisfy your endless thirst? Someone who could actually match the amount of love you give out? Where does it all come from anyways? You are like the energizer bunny. I could be your battery.

I have thought about it. But you scare me.

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Pretty Preacher Man

Sudden heavy downpour,
and a pretty preacher man,
from Baton Rouge,
suddenly,
under my flimsy umbrella.

Preach darling,
you are such a handsome Southern fella.

Your accent is delightful,
and your suit,
is stunning, beautiful.

Oh, you’d like to start a church here?
This is the number of the agency I work for, dear.

Call me,
I’d like to hear you speak,
I am a good Jewess,
but you can still tell me all about the poor and the meek.

Call me, pretty preacher man,
I’ll convince you to be a chosen child.
Call me, pretty preacher man,
isn’t this rain just wild????

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The Holy Mackerel

Sloshing in my head,
a school of tuna
and a few hammerhead sharks.
I keep pulling up guppies,
but I’ll throw them back.
I’ll keep fishing,
till I catch the holy mackerel.

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The Dutchman

The Dutchman is a polyglot,
a collector of vocabularies,
and cultures,
and antiquaries.
Educated,
and erudite;
art,
poetry,
philosophy,
theology,
science,
he could confidently recite,
them all.
But what more,
he is polite.
He is not pompous,
and although he is elite,
he is always very sweet.
He is just a nice Dutchman,
who knows a lot.
My intelligent Dutch friend,
is quite the polyglot.

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Give This One Up

Angry,
and I just can’t contain me.
Charm me,
court me,
convince me,
but above all there should be,
passion.
God help you,
if that is what’s lacking.
A marriage is love plus all the stuff,
that you need.
And if you have the stuff,
but not the love,
then I am sorry,
that is a sign from above,
that you are not a match, my dove.
A lifetime lover is someone with whom you can have fun,
who makes your heart jump.
Something in missing?
What are you trying for?
You should not have to try so hard.
If when she is close,
you don’t skip 50 yards,
then honey,
honey,
let it go,
before you are,
jaded and marred.
Arrogant child,
this is destiny,
not luck,
you just haven’t met her yet,
wait,
and in the meantime,
give this one up.

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Ridiculous And Celestial

Like the ruler of the Gods,
like Jupiter,
you explode with personality,
pulling me close,
with your powerful gravity.
I am drawn to you,
compelled to be one of your moons,
to circle,
to dance with you.
You have the power,
to revive me like Hyacinth,
transform me to flowers.
Can I be your Juno?

Or perhaps you are Saturn,
and I could be your rings,
and we could shine in the midnight,
Queens and Kings.

Or maybe,
we are each our own pie in the sky,
ridiculous and celestial,
at the same time.

Mi Amoré,
I am yours.

Be mine?

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