I remember why I don’t study Korean more often at work, because I’m trying it today.
But first, a story.
If you know me, you know I read a lot. If you’ve known me a while, you know that I’ve always devoured books (insert cookie monster noises here. Miam miam num num nummmm). When I was younger, like, in either grade three or four, my mom handed me a book that she said I would like. She said that she thought she had read it at about my age. It was Great Expectations by Charles Dickens. So hands up! How many people got through this in grade four? Anyone? Anyone? Beuller? Well, neither did I. I got halfway through and got confused by plot twists.
Anyway. The thing is that after that, every once in a while, I would try to finish it, but it would never work. I would pick it up, and even after a couple of years, I would remember the beginning, and some of the middle, but could never find that place where I got confused. I knew too much to follow and keep my attention from the beginning (I had less patience then.. oh, who am I kidding?), but didn’t remember quite enough to pick up in the middle, or even closer to it. It took me years before I forgot enough to be able to start at the beginning, and then I read all the way through, pronounced it an excellent book, and couldn’t for the life of me figure out what plot twists got me confused back in 4th grade. All I remember is that I was convinced that he was in London, but somehow he was back in his home town or something.. it’s still kind of confused.
So how is this relevant to learning Korean at work? Well I love languages and try to learn them, and usually start off learning them on my own. Also, sometimes textbooks put things in an order which doesn’t work best for me, so I sometimes skip around a little, etc. Well, I have a book that someone gave me and told me was excellent. So I started trying to learn from it, but I know too much to start at the beginning, and not enough to start nearly anywhere else. So I’m in the same muddle as I was in back when I was trying to finish Great Expectations. This is why I can’t study at work. I get frustrated and bored with the easy bits, and want to skip ahead, but can’t. It doesn’t make the time go by faster, and I get annoyed. Oh, for more patience! This time, though, I refuse to wait a few years until I forget enough to be able to pay attention. I’m going to tackle this today! I hope…
Edit: I am a weak, weak person; I’m listening to music instead.





