Half gram of heroin cut with fentanyl. Today my buddy of 10 years hit me up and said he had the strongest dope of his life and his dealer told him it was fentanyl. It had its differences from heroin and was definitely a stronger rush /nod/sedation but euphoria wise wasn't any better than heroin.

amphboy · 2017-07-23T02:51:17+00:00

correct

amphboy · 2017-07-22T12:28:43+00:00

i wish i had some people to party n play with but unfortunately i don't.

amphboy · 2017-07-22T12:27:39+00:00

hahaha. I am certainly not going to be eating those anytime soon :)

amphboy · 2017-07-22T02:52:22+00:00

Be careful brother.

amphboy · 2017-07-22T02:42:50+00:00

I myself have been abusing adderall since i got a prescription years ago, and about a year ago i moved up to meth and I absolutely LOVE it. It can really fuck me up on comedowns mentally but i love the feeling of being up and just constantly doing stuff of talking to people.

amphboy · 2017-07-22T02:33:15+00:00

I love it as well, i'm still sort of insecure about it and get anxious sometimes about it but I don't think i would change it if I could.

amphboy · 2017-07-22T02:27:10+00:00

I think signs and hotlines like this really are amazing though. Society is slowly becoming aware of how bad the disease of addiction is and starting to try to prevent overdoses and warn people instead of just looking to catch someone in possession. I haven't used dope in 2 weeks and I am going to try to stay far clear from it, I hope everyone out there struggling stays safe and remember you're not alone.

amphboy · 2017-07-22T02:19:57+00:00

I find if i tweak alone in my room at night I will inevitably go on a masturbation marathon that goes till 8 am or so. i found if i smoke with friends or i'm not at my house we are always doing something so i can't really stop and jack.

amphboy · 2017-07-21T07:42:18+00:00

amphetamine diet

amphboy · 2017-07-21T07:23:57+00:00

used to grind the pill into powder

amphboy · 2017-07-18T17:14:59+00:00

wow that is huge. Something i don't think i could of ever done !

amphboy · 2017-07-18T17:07:45+00:00

I live in a 15k pop town so i feel you, and the first day was amazing i walked around all of downtown, yesterday i went on a road trip to an island called whidbey island. I drove from anacortes to fort casey to Everett and took a ferry across the water to get back near seattle. It was amazing because I'm from florida and i had never been on a ferry before :) today i went in space needle and i'm sitting outside space needle in a park listening to music right now

amphboy · 2017-07-18T17:05:14+00:00

The drugs are pretty bad here, but i live in a 15k pop town and i can find any drug out there so it doesn't surprise me in a major city it's a pretty pronounced problem. I wish there were more homeless shelters or opportunities for those people to get help.

amphboy · 2017-07-17T15:39:55+00:00

amphboy · 2017-07-17T06:31:29+00:00

In the past month or so my anxiety has skyrocketed even higher than it's normal high levels. I have been abusing benzodiazepines daily, mostly xanax and klonopin. I am going thru my first bad benzo withdrawal right now, and the rebound anxiety is absolutely kicking my ass, but benzos are the ONLY thing that truly relieves my anxiety. I've tried all other types of medications, therapy, etc. I remember on my flight to seattle (vacation right now) I took 6 0.5 mg xanax's and man getting on that flight i almost cried because of how great it felt to be in a confined airport with a lot of people and just feel no anxiety, feeling confident, bobbing my head to the music i was listening to. Something i would never do otherwise, benzos are helpful but they can be extremely addictive, it's gotten to the point for me that i've stopped seeking harder drugs (meth/heroin) and just going constantly to xanax because having no anxiety feels better than a short high from other drugs. MAN the stuff i'd do for just a FOOTBALL right now...

amphboy · 2017-07-17T06:25:37+00:00

Wow, this really is a sad situation. I had a similar situation go on. This boy "C" I had been crushin on for a year or two. Well a few months ago we started hanging out in groups and stuff. He sometimes "hungout" with girls but I had the same "gaydar" thing go off. Just by his eye contact and the way he acted around me, he always wanted to sit near me, if we were in a group he wasn't too familiar with he would break off with me alone and just talk. One night my inhibitions were low (got to love xanax, sarcastic) and I straight up texted him and said how i thought he was super cute and asked if he was gay and how amazing he was etc etc. He said no he is 100% straight. Ever since then it's never been the same anymore. I only meet up with him when he is with his other friends or we go to a similar small party, and it's just to smoke weed together now. We don't talk about other stuff like we used to and he used to send me selfies all the time on snapchat and now i'm always sending him pictures of me or just streaks and he sends black screens or once in a blue moon a selfie. It really hurts losing someone you thought you could of had. sorry man i hope you feel better.

amphboy · 2017-07-17T06:13:45+00:00

Name: Eric

Age: 17

Location: Florida

Pic: https://m.imgur.com/a/ubw3G

Snapchat: publisher

Feel free to add me or start a streak with me :)

amphboy · 2017-07-17T06:07:29+00:00

My close friends have some how found out my main reddit, and i post here sometimes. They are super accepting about it like it blew me away. When i found out they knew about my reddit i almost deleted all my posts / anything related to me being gay but i decided to just leave it, and I am glad i did. They treat me no different if not even better than before. I think you made a good choice :)

amphboy · 2017-07-15T05:03:12+00:00

I just feel like I can be myself on xanax, no worrying about judgements, being relaxed and just happy with my current situation. I hope to get a prescription one day ☺️

amphboy · 2017-07-11T04:25:18+00:00

If I had a rock that size I'd be in my room for a few days having the time of my life.

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