totally blowing my spot of who i am up but gotta show this gnarly scar by Jangles710 in opiates

[–]Jangles710[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lol im hopin he relly orders it today thatd ne so dope ill eat every last bit

totally blowing my spot of who i am up but gotta show this gnarly scar by Jangles710 in opiates

[–]Jangles710[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

of what? surgeries finished nothing left to do but go home and stay clen now. the hard part of withdrawal and cuttin my heart valve n whatnot is in the past now, tim eto move forard

totally blowing my spot of who i am up but gotta show this gnarly scar by Jangles710 in opiates

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hsd piee of my hesrt valve removed, cleaned and fixed so i didn't need a hole new mechanical one or pig valve. open heart surgery sucks. chect plst n ribs broken and fused back together with metal like rods that r stickin out my chest n stomach rn

totally blowing my spot of who i am up but gotta show this gnarly scar by Jangles710 in opiates

[–]Jangles710[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

yeah, i mean u can get bacteria up your nose too and maybe cause an infecion somewhere else idk what its called but im sure it sucks too.. but iV ROA is super dangerous and if i ever go tht route again i can die on the spot from heart filure, my shits is weak now i cant handle any bcteri or anyhing too strong or making my bp fluctuate

totally blowing my spot of who i am up but gotta show this gnarly scar by Jangles710 in opiates

[–]Jangles710[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yea bacteria from the needle i used or in the dope or coke i used csued it all

totally blowing my spot of who i am up but gotta show this gnarly scar by Jangles710 in opiates

[–]Jangles710[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah i was doin speedballs for like 3 weeks stright n not eating much besides fried chicken and milkshakes lol so yeh i set myself up for fsilure there

totally blowing my spot of who i am up but gotta show this gnarly scar by Jangles710 in opiates

[–]Jangles710[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

my heart had this corrossion on th outside of it, nd the antibiotics mde em brek off my heart and travel down to my feet to leave my body, and i oudnt wlk a couple weeks but got my movement bck again. theres a gnarl pic i posted of it. looks like freddy kruegers face

totally blowing my spot of who i am up but gotta show this gnarly scar by Jangles710 in opiates

[–]Jangles710[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im shaing my tale of recovery nd pain with as many addicts as possible. noone should have to go through this pain its not worth it.

totally blowing my spot of who i am up but gotta show this gnarly scar by Jangles710 in opiates

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ya this thing is fuckin huge i been starin at it the past hour and it feels like it growin lol

pic before bandages come off pic. the real the incision is like a foot long or so from top of chest to my stomach. smh by Jangles710 in opiates

[–]Jangles710[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yea i may try that i ess looking into the best strains for pain relief, and anxieety but ill probsbly have valium, xanx or ativan script my dr said hed give me

totally blowing my spot of who i am up but gotta show this gnarly scar by Jangles710 in opiates

[–]Jangles710[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

yeah i know i may, but i hate methadone n i m so xhausetd of being depended on something everydsy, but tryna d it cold turkey eit the recovery pain cold m\be a mistake and it is a literal death sentence even smoking can be a deathsentence for me now. im being cautious wih everything i do and eat lol

totally blowing my spot of who i am up but gotta show this gnarly scar by Jangles710 in opiates

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lol i make a mean egg sandwich or omelet. so good make you slap your momma lol....

im nothing to oogle over lmao i smell terrible rn they wont leme shower till monday

totally blowing my spot of who i am up but gotta show this gnarly scar by Jangles710 in opiates

[–]Jangles710[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

your probly fine if they sent u home. i been here a lil over 2 months now. pain afterwards is intense as fuck for up to a week. im on night 4 and have loosensed up a bit and am walkin now, but first 2-3 days werre fukin helll they had to remove tubes and shit with no anestethia or anything but some oxy in me. like tubs ripped out my chest from my chest cavity. then the atheter removal is horrible too. and today they ripped dout some tiny wires that were somewhere inside my, and i got metal sticking out of my that they fused my chest plate toegther with, then they glued the skin back together, no staples or stitches, but recovery takes awhile, ill have a home nurse for like 4-6 weeks. the have to be careful over exerting yourself. and yeah but if they know your an addict u wont get nearly what u should for pain. im only on dilaudid IV and oxy every few hours, but i try to seperate them so withdrwal isnt bad when i stop em for good. i also get valium, and shots in my stomach nightly lol so it not all fun with opioids, its rough and not something id ever do again no matter how sick i was

totally blowing my spot of who i am up but gotta show this gnarly scar by Jangles710 in opiates

[–]Jangles710[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

oh trust me my kids will have everythhing. i spoil my nephews and when i have my own theyll be livin large and happy

pic before bandages come off pic. the real the incision is like a foot long or so from top of chest to my stomach. smh by Jangles710 in opiates

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naw happened in here. from the stuff that was suppose to clear up my heart infection lol oh the irony

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[–]Jangles710[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

and i love this commmunity, it kept my pirits high nd helped me through this whole ordeal. everyone feels like a distant relative we all been through or goin through the same shit

pic before bandages come off pic. the real the incision is like a foot long or so from top of chest to my stomach. smh by Jangles710 in opiates

[–]Jangles710[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

damn thats so sad. fuck. it eas from all the antibiotics removing the bacteria from my stomach so having no good bacteria caused an infection. it sucked. gve me diarrhea for weeks and nausea and hemrrhoids smh i was hurtin bqd from that shit

totally blowing my spot of who i am up but gotta show this gnarly scar by Jangles710 in opiates

[–]Jangles710[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

haha hell yeah dude, thats whats up your the fuckin man. seriously nicest thing anyones ever done for me on the interwebs lol. fuck ya

pic before bandages come off pic. the real the incision is like a foot long or so from top of chest to my stomach. smh by Jangles710 in opiates

[–]Jangles710[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

damn his girl passed? thats so fucked up i had no idea......but naw i didnt get mrsa just a stroke and heart/blood/intestine infection

pic before bandages come off pic. the real the incision is like a foot long or so from top of chest to my stomach. smh by Jangles710 in opiates

[–]Jangles710[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah buddy lol IV diaudid every 2 hours, few roxies at a time every 3 hour, then valium, and ambien, nd bout get ativan back on the list to help with m kicking the good meds so i can go home not fiending for more lol