Book Review: NEED by Joelle Charbonneau

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20550148As someone who was a teenager in high school when Facebook and Twitter (and even MySpace) started out, I feel like a bit of a pioneer in terms of social media. My generation was the one that had to figure out how drastically the battlefields of high school are altered when social media enters the picture.

NEED appealed to me because of that, and because it had all the ingredients for a good YA thriller: cyber anonymity, an unknown antagonist, and of course: a small-town high school.

And I was not disappointed.

I DEVOURED this book – something that doesn’t often happen because work and yada-yada-yada, but I could NOT put it down. I fell asleep with it last night and then finished the last 10% during my lunch break today. That’s how into it I was.

My five-star rating for this book is very subjective. I mean: the book has its faults, and let me delve into those before I forget them in light of how much I adored this story.

The one thing that virtually all reviewers complain about are the multiple points of view, and initially it bothered me a lot. Not only are there several different POVs, but while Kaylee (who is arguably the head protagonist) is written in first person, the other POVs are narrated in the third person. Switching like that is a little distracting. Most of these other POVs are very flat characters.

It stopped annoying me so much when I realised (or assumed) that it was done purposefully. I stopped trying to figure out who’s who, and rather focused on Kaylee, and what was happening to the community around her.

Readers will definitely require some suspension of disbelief to enjoy the book entirely. Especially the twist, which is fairly “out there” – I’m avoiding spoilers – and if you really think hard, you will come to the conclusion that it is quite unlikely. But it’s a BOOK. It’s ALLOWED to have unrealistic bits and pieces.

The one thing that really threatened my enjoyment of NEED was that the author becomes quite preachy in some long-winded paragraphs. In some of these paragraphs I feel like Kaylee’s voice disappears and becomes the Charbonneau’s, and it runs the risk of appearing patronising. I hope that that might be a little more finely tuned in the final print.

RIGHT. So that’s the nasty stuff out of the way, and all of that in spite I’m still crazy in-love with this story. Speaking of which: romance barely features here, and that’s so rare! I love it. There is a mention of romantic involvement but it does not become a primary (or even secondary, or tertiary) focus of the plot.

NEED was fast-paced and binding from the get-go. Twice I thought that I had it figured out, and twice I was wrong. I actually love guessing a twist incorrectly.

The story is finely choreographed. It’s clever, and thrilling, and kind of terrifying. I even had a small nightmare about it. And honestly: it’s a whole lot of twisted. If twisted is not your thing, then avoid this one.

I should mention that I’m the kind of reader who enjoyed Gone Girl (the book, not the movie!). Though I’m not exactly equating NEED to Gone Girl, I suspect that readers who liked the one will find that they enjoy the other.

Overall, this is definitely one of my most fun/terrifying reads of the year and I highly recommend it.

I received an eARC from Houghton Mifflin Harcourt via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. 

Recovery, Divided or Together

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The burns’ ward in our hospital is kind of special. It is the only ward that hosts men, women and children together. It is the only ward where everyone has exactly the same problem. It is one of our cleanest wards, and has a high staff-to-patient ratio.

But it’s not a pleasant place. The smells and the pain levels are hard for me to witness, so being a patient there must be so much worse.

I cannot help but notice, whenever I go in there, that the male patients are all sitting around one of the tables, telling stories and having a good time. In the adjoining room, the women all sit by their own beds, doing their own things.

It’s just so… jarring.

As an introvert, I totally understand the need for alone-time. But I NEVER see the women in this ward hanging out.

Support is so important in recovery.

I just wonder why they keep away from one another.

Book Review: An Epidemic of Empathy

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“The best strategies in healthcare begin with empathy.”

An Epidemic of Empathy in Healthcare: How to Deliver Compassionate, Connected Patient Care that Creates a Competitive Advantage by Thomas H. Lee was kind of a mouthful of a book. It attracted me, predictably, because I am serious about empathy in healthcare.

I’ve seen many examples of healthcare where empathy is lacking, and it breaks me. And, as I have progressed in my own career, I have witnessed in myself instances where my ability to empathise has been eroded, too. It’s not an uncommon occurrence for medical students and young doctors to notice how they become hardened during the early years of their clinical training. Continue reading →

I’m Writing Lists This November

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I’m not doing NaNoWriMo this year.

I participated for the past two years and performed – well, kind of dismally. I could go on to diss the event for being unrealistic, but I know a lot of people write well during NaNo. Well, it isn’t for me. I do so want to finish one of my works in progress, but it’s not going to happen in a month, and most certainly not a November month.

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An Audio Treat in Afrikaans

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As a little girl, my dad created a special story and character with which to entertain me at bedtime. Her name was Lientjie (pronounced “Linky”) and she was a “cheerful butterfly”. As you may recall, my dad is visually impaired, so bedtime stories were told (often of his own invention, as is this one) and not read.

Lientjie was so well-loved that she was introduced to my little sister and little brother, and also our cousins. She is an institution in our family, so to speak.

Recently we bought my dad an awesome birthday gift: a Crosley Troubadour, which plays vinyls, tapes, and all other media. It has a great function where you can burn your tapes and vinyls to MP3 format. So courtesy of that, i get to share an excerpt of my dad’s story!

You’re in for a treat, too; because I just loved the limelight as a little girl and I couldn’t stop interjecting. Sometimes, I lost the plot completely, almost changing the entire story!

If you don’t understand Afrikaans, I’m sorry that you won’t understand this clip. However, for a long time I have been threatening to turn my dad’s stories into children’s books. If we do this, you may well get to read them. :)

If you do understand it… let me know what you think :)

Under Thy Fingers*

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My phone rings while I am taking ward round.

“Doctor, you must come quickly,” says the ER nurse, “We have a stab-heart in Casualty.”

And I run, like they tell you in med school to run for stabbed hearts.

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HELP: I Think I Hate Spinning (and some running updates)

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Last week I ran a 15 km road race in our town and I was really happy with my result. I was aiming for 01:45 because I’m training for the Two Oceans Marathon in Cape Town next year (whoop whoop!) and RunKeeper keeps telling me I need to pace myself. But my time was 01:37:49, so I was ecstatic, not least because I felt so good at the end that I kept running (okay fine, also because my RunKeeper plan said I should run 16,1 km).

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