Author Archives: Tracy

I like to be in control.  I like to know what is GOING to happen.  I like being prepared for what ever may be ahead of me.  You would think by now I would be passed thinking I can CONTROL … Continue reading →

Over the past month we have been collecting documents, signing papers, WAITING, and working hard to bring home our boy.  Sometimes I feel so hopeful.  Everything is moving along so well.  Then other days I am a mess thinking about … Continue reading →

Parenting it hard work. But we love them anyway!!! We have to choose our battles, right!!!! I love this girl for how she dares to be different.  People often prejudge her.  But if you really break through to her heart … Continue reading →

In my last post I wanted to mention his shoes.  But his shoes deserve a post of their own! My blog is called a step in Faith.  We came up with this name when we were in process to adopt … Continue reading →

The day the boys left was one of the hardest days ever.  My body ached for them.  This was not a feeling I ever wanted to feel.  Thinking about sending a child to an orphanage is not a good feeling.  … Continue reading →

I have said it before, letting the boyz get on the plane back to their country was HARD.   My heart was being ripped out of me.  At least a part of it was.  I had fallen for these boyz and became … Continue reading →

The day has come.  Time to say good-bye.  How was I going to do it?  The night before was SO emotional.  Having to say good-bye to these precious boys was going to ripe my heart out. I woke at 4am.  … Continue reading →

I got closer to the boys as I got to care for them.  I got to be their comforter when they were hurting or nervous.  I loved being their momma.  I loved watching them  play together.  I loved seeing them … Continue reading →

We did learn so much about the boys in the first few weeks.  I feel like I learned even more about how God loves us.  He chose to send his son to die on the cross for us because he … Continue reading →

How wonderful it was to see the three brothers cuddle up in their bed together.  We had gotten two rooms at the hotel.  My husband was going to share with the boys and me with our daughter. My husband got … Continue reading →