Let’s give up.
Hello I’m walking into the Brooklyn night and I’m saying hey look at me I’m making myself a target, please choose me I’m the prettiest one here, make me the object of your predation, hit me, if you want to be cruel break my nose with the butt of the gun the barrel is the end that thrills me, take everything I have it isn’t much but it isn’t about the taking it’s about the losing take it all lose it all.
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How far did being good ever get you? Aren’t you just so tired of living your life in a perpetual state of apology? Of feeling shame for your lack of grace? For your weakness and fatigue? For the insurmountable distance between Who You Are and Who You Should Be? Come inside. Please, come back inside. Have a drink. Take off your clothes.
The substitution of vices, though not without certain discomforts, was not difficult. Cigarettes possessed the same fundamental and foundational pleasure that dope did, that all drugs did: The exquisite pleasure of watching snow kill the harvest, the beautiful, compulsive thrill of destroying himself.