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2016 In Personal Retrospective

It’s been an amazing year.

It really has. It just has also been a roller coaster of ups and downs and sudden left turns I didn’t see coming. There were definitely times I had whiplash. But in the end, sitting here at my desk in a new house, listening to my children, I have a warm happy fuzzy feeling about it all. It’s not perfect. Life never is, and besides, if it were, where would be the incentive to learn, and grow, and improve?

On the writing front, it’s not been a productive year. My least productive since 2012, in that I put out a short story collection, and a novella. I’d planned more, but it wasn’t to be. Next year, I have plans and goals to meet, and they might not happen, either, but I’m not quitting writing. Never! I need to have that creative outlet. 

I did complete a year of doing art daily, with a few holes and missed days. I’m quite proud of that. I’m not sure it was a huge help to me as an artist, but I’m not sure it wasn’t, either. In the coming year, I will turn my focus from art to prose, but I have finally taken the step to produce prints in-house on demand, so you should start to see reasonably priced reproductions appear in my shop soon! And I’ll go back to taking photos more often. I was talking to a prospective web host, who is also a friend, and he was encouraging me not to quit, when I was apologizing for how image-heavy this site is. That felt good.

“Ink Fumes”
now available in signed prints, pick from 8×10″ or 11×14″

And school… was a challenge. It has been all along, but this year was exceptional, since, as I get into below, I had more family obligations than before. It all came to a climax in the second week of December, however, and then I walked up to a stage, had the pleasure of one of my favorite professors reading my name, while I held an empty folder. I still don’t have the actual paper – that’s supposed to arrive next month. A week after that, I found out what my final grades and GPA were. It was a bit nerve-wracking to make that walk without knowing for certain I’d passed all my classes! With school’s end, the next adventure started: job hunting. More on that these next few weeks, I’m sure.

One of the girls took this – not sure which one, they were trading the camera back and forth.

And family. Perhaps the most significant changes and challenges in my life came in the family department. At the beginning of 2016 the First Reader and I were still living like honeymooners (or broke college students) in a little run-down house, just the two of us and a dog. By the end, we’d moved into a significantly larger, nicer house, and there are five of us, and a dog. The in-between bits were quite an adventure, one that I won’t take the time to detail here. It’s been interesting, let’s just say, in the full sense of that word. The Eldest isn’t with us, but she is safe and happy with family, and that set my soul at ease for the first time in years.

I couldn’t have gotten to that moment without the First Reader’s support and encouragement. I love this man more than I can express.

We were delighted to host my mother, grandmother and sister for a few days. They flew in from Oregon for my graduation. Four generations getting together for that occasion, and the holiday, was a sweet and special treat. Such a blessing to be in the new house and be able to have them all under one roof with us. Depending on what happens with the job front, hopefully the next get-together can be out West.

Mom. me, my sister Juniper, Grandma, LM, the JMS, and OP.

Life is slowly finding it’s groove again, although it won’t truly settle into a routine until I’m working. But we can use a bit of peace, perhaps a little boredom, and certainly a chance to unwind and decompress after the events of this past year. Who know what 2017 holds? There are things I’m looking forward to, and concerned about… but that’s tomorrow’s post. Today, I am counting my blessings!

It’s been a good year. I’m blessed, and happy, and looking forward to what comes next. I couldn’t ask for more.

Feeling a little rusty

I think I need a duster in here. No, maybe a snow-blower… it’s been too long since I did anything with the blog. I do have reasons. Not just excuses! But I’m not looking back, I’m looking forward.

School is out… forever. Ok, for at least a year. I promised the First Reader that much. So I am looking for work. I am also trying to write. So far, that part’s a fizzle but I have been trying to rest and recover from a hectic couple of weeks, and tomorrow is Christmas. I’m not going to worry. I did, however, write a really bad poem – it’s the Evil Muse’s fault! – about writing at this time of year.

So i’m contemplating what to do with the blog this coming year. As I’m shuttering the performing business in order to focus on the new career, the hosting plan I’ve had is not the right one for a simple writing blog any longer. That, and Godaddy as a host sucks harder than… It’s really, really bad. Any kind of serious traffic to this blog crashes it. Not that I can realistically expect much traffic to the blog, as sporadic as I have been the last few months. The blog is in search of a host, and I am in search of…

I’m not really sure. The blog is a good outlet for me, but if I’m going to write, I need to write, and focus on fiction. I also need to disengage with facebook, which is difficult as it is where I chat with family and most of my social engagement happens there. So maybe I’ll turn that focus here. And maybe I’ll port this blog back to wordpress-hosted, which would kill the ‘shop’ but I could reform that elsewhere, too (not Etsy, I’m deeply unhappy with Etsy and will not be using it any longer). Since woocommerce and Printful stopped syncing, the shop has been more of a pain than an asset, anyway. I’d planned to have merch for Christmas, and it didn’t happen because I just didn’t have TIME to deal with the problems.

And that’s part of the whole thing. I just haven’t had the time, or the energy, or the mental power, to do anything but take care of what was in front of my little face. It’s been a good year, with good things happening, here. It’s also been a year of stress and struggle before the ultimate triumphs. A bit like writing a book, really. Conflicts, goals, and climaxes. I could do with a bit of boring for a while.

To try and kickstart my muse, I’ve been reading. Just finished MHM: Sinners by Ringo and Correia, which was just what I wanted. A can’t-put-it-down rollicking fun romp through ichor, blood, monsters, and lots of weapons. I think I liked this one better than Grunge, overall. It is lighter on characterization than I’m used to from Ringo, but I could still engage with the characters. Really, this fits right into the MH universe, with a softer, gentle… er, quirkyier side to the MCB that I found refreshing. Uni-dimensional bad guys are no more fun than uni-dimensional good guys are. I felt a little guilty buying myself a book right before Christmas, but when I’d seen that this one was only $7.99, the price of a paperback, I couldn’t resist it. And I’m glad I didn’t.

I’ve also been watching videos while working, something I often do. Writing in high gear takes music, but studying got a series I was rather enjoying on Netflix, Murder Maps. Murderers in the metropolis of London, other than Jack the Ripper. Fascinating, really. And didn’t require me to be looking at it while I was reviewing over material for exams. And no, it didn’t hurt my grades. Overall (other than the one exam I’ll never know my final grade in, since the professor doesn’t post grades online) I got better grades on finals than I had on previous exams. The final total for the semester was for As and two Bs, meaning that the graduation ceremony will stick. It was a little weird to walk and not know for sure if I had passed my classes and this was real.

I have to get off the computer and go run to the store for milk (why didn’t you tell me this yesterday? We weren’t out yesterday. Sigh). Then I need to make pies for tomorrow. And maybe do some decent art to finish this year out on a high note. I’m not sure what I’m doing with the art. I don’t want to stop cold, but the First Reader is right, I’ve been spreading myself too thin. The art I could do, this last year, when I could not write. It wasn’t that I was wasting my time on the art, it was what I needed when the words wouldn’t come.

But that season is, I hope, passing. I really want to write. Just… not today. Probably not tomorrow, or Monday… and I am running out of time.

 

 

Date-Walnut Muffins

When you start out the day with a vista like this, cold, gray, and a layer of fresh snow on frozen ground, but not enough to be a glistening white blanket of winter wonderland… that’s when you need something special.

The hayfield across the road.

I was standing in the kitchen contemplating what to do for breakfast when the First Reader wandered in, clutching his coffee cup, leaned over, and whispered in my ear: “Muffins.”

Muffins it is. Only since I knew we would spend the bulk of our morning dealing with pitching wood into a neat stack in the basement, as I’d ordered a cord to be delivered that day, I wanted muffins with substance.

Stack of wood. Satisfying to see it all neatly there, easy to keep the family warm on cold winter days and nights.

So I puttered through the pantry getting ingredients together, chatting with family as they woke up – it’s so lovely to have a big kitchen with the island we can all hang out around without tripping over them while I cook.

Muffins fresh and piping hot.

I used a base recipe from Alton Brown’s I’m Just Here for More Food which is, yes, my most-used cookbook. Second place goes to my Meta-Givens Encyclopedia. I did alter it a little, because I always do. You’ll find my full recipe, printable, at the bottom.

Date-Walnut Muffins, deliciously warm and served with butter and honey. Accompany with a large mug of coffee, tea, or cocoa. 

This recipe is not very sweet at all. We wound up discovering that a little drizzle of honey is delectable on them. You could add more sugar to the base… but I wouldn’t.

Date-Walnut Muffins

Ingredients

  • 2 1/4 cups flour
  • 2 tsp baking powder
  • 1 tsp baking soda
  • 1/8 tsp salt
  • 1/2 c sugar (try it with brown)
  • 1/2 c oil
  • 2 eggs
  • 1 c plain yogurt
  • 1 cup roughly chopped dates
  • 3/4 c walnut meal

Instructions

  • Preheat oven to 375 deg F. Get out 12 muffin cups (I have both individual silicone cups, and pans, so it varies)
  • In one bowl, combine the sugar, eggs, oil, and yogurt, whisking together until homogeneous.
  • In another bowl sift together the flour, baking soda and powder, and the salt.
  • Take a little of the flour mixture and sprinkle it over the dates as you chop them, to keep them from sticking to one another and the knife. This reduces clumping when you stir them in.
  • Put the dates, walnut meal, and flour mixture into the wet bowl, and stir JUST until it is combined. Do not stir more, or you lose the tender muffin magic.
  • Scoop (this is very thick batter) into muffin cups, about half-filling them.
  • Bake for 20-25 minutes. They are done when a wooden toothpick inserted in the center comes out clean.
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    SNOW!

    The Last Class

    I’ve been marking these milestones, for the last week or so now. I’m so close… today was the last class I sat in, the last lecture for the degree, the last exam review. Molecular techniques, if you were wondering about the topic, and he told us about how gene manipulation is carried out real-world (something I have actually done in another lab). It was a moment, there at the end, gathering my things, thinking about the weekend, where I realized that next week is not like this week. Nor will there be another week like this one. From here on out, when I study, it will be for living, not to cram for an exam. Ok, from a week from today it will be for living – I do still have four exams to do, and the cumulative BioChem exam will be a killer.

    I’m poised on the brink and I don’t know what the next step is. It’s a bit alarming to know I don’t have a routine, anymore. I do have things that need to be done, and there’s enough going on until Dec 26th to keep me maddeningly busy. But after that? this next year of 2017 is officially still the Great Unknown. I can tentatively  say that certain things will happen. I will write. My children will drive me nuts, and my First Reader will hug me and tell me we can do this, stop stressing.

    I will write. I will even write some of the planned books, but right at the moment I’m working on a story that mugged me yesterday afternoon and wouldn’t let me alone until I’d started on it. So I did 1000 words while waiting on the Otaku Princess to appear on stage, and another 500 this morning while the kids were getting ready for school. I’m scattered, but writing. I’ll take it. Hopefully I’ve appeased the muse for a week. I really do need to study!

    This makes it very real, somehow.  One more week and I put it on.

    This makes it very real, somehow. One more week and I put it on.

    So what comes next? Well, this coming week I’m focused on exams, and family. A month from now, I’ll get the official paper. But before that, I’ll be applying for jobs. I don’t expect much before Christmas – this is a crummy time of year to be applying – but as I’m not alone, I can take my time and do this right. And I can be writing, which is not immediate income, to keep me busy. It will all fall into place in the long run, with some persistence. I think I’ve shown I’ve got the persistence.

    The last class. I’m going to miss this. Will I go back? Yes, in time. I’ll eventually go after a master’s (five year plan) and a PhD (ten to twelve year plan). I don’t want to go into academia but I do want to keep learning. The professor asked at the end of class today: so what is the meaning of life? And what makes us human? To think and to learn, he answered himself. If you don’t learn, you’re not fully living.

    Plea Bargaining: Part IV

    This is the final part of my term paper, and I have gone ahead and appended the conclusion I wrote, which is brief. I’d thought I might write more of it, but when I pooled the four parts, and looked from the 16 pages to the rubric which required it to be no more than 8-10 in totality, I knew I had to keep it short. It’s been an interesting paper to write, on a topic I was only vaguely aware of. Which means that I’ve achieved what the professor wanted: I learned something. 

    Part I 

    Part II

    Part III 

    The avatar of justice is a blindfolded woman. The idea is that Justice does not see the person, only the balance of her scales, the rights and wrongs they have done, and that balance dictates the consequence when wrong has been done to another person (or state, but that is a fine point in this conversation). Color, race, age, gender, financial circumstances, to blind Justice they are all one and the same. However, when we come to discuss plea bargaining and the sentences handed down as the result of the prosecutor’s broad discretion in the bargaining process, we are confronted with a conundrum. Plea bargaining falls, in a sense, outside Justice’s blindfold. As a result, disparities can arise, and it seems clear that they do, but the reason for the seeming inequality is not always as simple as it may appear on the surface.

    To define, then, for the purpose of this hypothesis, disparity: the “differential treatment of persons who ought to be treated similarly.” (DM Barry, 1981) In theory, a man and a woman standing before the justice system, accused of the same crime, ought to share equal consequences. A person with any shade of richness to their skin, from purest cream through night-black, ought to be leveled to the same state. Reality shows that instead, men serve a 63% longer sentence than women (Starr, 2014). Bluntly-defined ‘racial’ groups based on culture origin and skin color show a disparity in Asian groups receiving lighter sentences than ‘whites’ who receive lighter sentences than ‘blacks.’ (Besiki Kutateladze, 2014) On the surface, then, the numbers are damning to our justice system, making it appear that Justice has discarded her blindfold, perhaps sliding it up Rambo-style to do battle against only certain groups.

    Prosecutors, who hold the power to plea bargain with defendants, are self-examining their policies and procedures to ensure that they are not unjustly holding prejudices and biases against the accused (Besiki Kutateladze, 2014). However, it would be a mistake for them to ride the pendulum too far, and begin to show leniency to a certain group that they perceive as ‘overburdened’ with inequities. In order to come to a balance, instead, examination of the underlying causes for the disparities must be done.

    The disparities begin with an arrest. Before the plea bargain is struck, someone has to stand accused of a crime. In the bargaining process, prior arrests are given weight, rather than simply sticking to prior sentencing. This may influence the end results, as arrests are more likely in certain places than in others. Areas with high crime rates are more likely to see arrests for something that might not be so sternly perceived by an officer in a low-crime neighborhood. In other words, a certain callousness in the law enforcement personnel who have boots on the ground contributes to the disparity in arrests, which then influences the charges and plea-bargaining process. Norval Morris points out that the rate of arrest, and later incarceration, of blacks who are living in the middle-class and low-crime neighborhoods are indistinguishable from their neighboring white residents (Norval, 1988).

    Perhaps eliminating prior arrests from consideration, or weighting them more reasonably when compared to prior sentences served, would allow a more equitable consequence for the defendant from a poor socio-economic background. Certainly it seems that while there is an inarguable ‘color’ disparity, this stems less from race than it does from culture. The inner-city ghettoes, most often populated heavily by minorities, be they black or Hispanic, led sociologist William Julius Wilson to state that “the increasing social isolation of an increasingly concentrated black underclass.” (Norval, 1988) Added to the problems of the inner-city, the “so-called war on drugs, which began in earnest in 1980. (Savitsky, 2009)” Savitsky makes it “clear that social norms and differences in socio-economic backgrounds lead to different decisions being rational for various parties in the process.” Which in essence is what other studies have found, as well. The culture of inner-city blacks is what leads to their inequitable acceptance of unfair plea-bargains that are weighted on their prior arrest rate, which is artificially high due to their residence in high-crime areas. Savitsky goes on “The prosecution of drug crimes and similar low level criminal activity is inexpensive and fat. This encourages prosecutors to concentrate on these lower level crimes, and on poorer defendants.” This creates a twisted cycle in which black defendants do not trust the system, so they are more likely to make poor plea-bargains as they are sure that proceeding to trial will result in a worse outcome. This is not backed up by statistics, as it has been shown that cases thrown out for black defendants is 9% more likely than for whites following arrests (Besiki Kutateladze, 2014). However, a distrustful and poorly educated defendant served by an overworked and underpaid defense attorney is unlikely to know this, and to fight toward it.

    Often, the remedy suggested to reduce crime in a certain area is to establish more of a police presence there. This is shown to be effective, but the result is then obvious that arrests will go up in that area. So “when police maintain a presence in neighborhoods of color and are absent from white neighborhoods, it is no surprise that they will arrest African Americans and Latinos while declining to arrest their similarly situated white counterparts. (Davis, 2014)” So while racial bias may be real, it is mostly unconscious, and may be more based on socio-economic bias than any color of skin influencing the prosecutor, as Davis points out in her article (Davis, 2014).

    Is there disparity in plea bargaining along racial or gender-defined lines? Yes, there is. That fact is inarguable when the statistics are scrutinized. However, the disparity existed before the plea-bargaining stage, and it is further refined later, in the sentencing stage, it is not entirely dependent on the prosecutors who define the bargains, or the defense attorneys who argue to accept them. It seems clear that the color imbalance is largely due to lack of education and poverty, stemming from the ghetto culture. The gender imbalance is most likely due to a bias toward considering males ‘more dangerous’ than females, in addition to childcare considerations (Starr, 2014).

    Can the disparities in the justice system be ameliorated? Calls for transparency and accountability in the plea-bargaining process coupled with further education for prosecutors on the racial disparity issues come from some (Davis, 2014). Vera calls for “rigorous self-examination” on the part of prosecutors to discover possible unconscious bias (Besiki Kutateladze, 2014). Savitsky points out that the “prosecutor, unlike a defendant, knows the law” which places the burden on them to ameliorate the disparities (Savitsky, 2009). Morris gloomily predicts “changes in the criminal justice system won’t do much about the problem of blacks in crime in America,” which reflects his thesis that the responsibility lies outside the system in the socio-economic situation of inner cities and heavily-populated urban areas (Norval, 1988).

    Conclusion

    Plea bargaining is so all-encompassing a factor in the American criminal justice system that it cannot be ignored. Indeed, pretending that it is not there will only lead to further disparities and injustices. Rather, the full light of the system should be shone upon the previously hidden affair, to ensure that it is proceeding in an equitable fashion. Higher courts have ordered that arrest records are not to be used in arranging plea bargains, but they are still routinely a part of the prosecutor’s tool box from which they measure out the suggested charges for the defendant.

    On the other hand, the gentler side of the pleading, is the reality that since the War on Drugs was rolled out, prison occupancy has skyrocketed. Prosecutors are able to use their discretion when defendants come before them with what could be an onerous charge, sparing a first time offender from becoming that hardened criminal. We have seen that prosecutors use their power to cushion women from the same consequences a man faces, which may help keep family units functional, if the woman takes her mercy and uses it to better her life.

    Plea bargaining is, as the ‘bargain’ part of the phrase indicates, a double-edged sword. The prosecutor can offer, threaten, or cajole, but it is the defendant who has the choice of accepting his fate. Will he plead guilty? Nolo contendere? Or the desperate last-ditch Alford, to save his life? Here is another avenue to create a better plea bargain, by educating the defendant about his rights and responsibilities. In the end, the criminal justice system is shaped by this strange, sometimes extra-legal process, and it is vital to understand it, both for good and bad.

     

    References

    Besiki Kutateladze, W. T. (2014). Race and Prosecution in Manhattan. VERA Institute of Justice, 1-10.

    Davis, A. J. (2014). In Search of Racial Justice: The Role of the Prosecutor. Legislation and Public Policy, 821-853.

    DM Barry, A. G. (1981). Sentencing Versus Prosecutorial Discretion. Journal of Research in Crime and Delinquency, 254-271.

    Norval, M. (1988). Race and Crime: What evidence is there that race influences results in the criminal justice system? . Judicature, 111-113.

    Savitsky, D. (2009). Plea Bargaining as a Cause of Racial Disparity in Prison Populations. Americal Sociological Conference, 1-21.

    Starr, S. B. (2014). Estimating Gender Disparities in Federal Criminal Cases. American Law and Economics Review, 127-154.

     

     

    Stoke the Flames Higher

    It’s not often I will say ‘buy this book!’ on the day it’s released, but Stoke the Flames Higher, like all of Peter Grant’s other books, is worthy of a little excitement. The fifth in the Maxwell series, but don’t let that stop you if you haven’t read the others before. Peter is very good at reintroducing his books in such a way you can follow along. And if you like this one, you’ll want to go read the others. Steve Maxwell, as a character, is a lot like that other Steve – Captain America. A little bit of a golden boy, but so earnest and thoughtful you don’t mind. We need more heroes like that in our fiction.

    stoke-the-flames

    Book Review: Witchfire Burning

    So it’s been a while since I put up a book review. Mostly, that’s because I haven’t really been reading much. You can see my ramblings about that over at the Mad Genius Club this morning. But when my friend and fellow author put out her latest book, Witchfire Burning, I knew I had to make time. It’s not just because she’s my friend, and has been a huge help to my writing career, it’s that she’s a darn good storyteller.

    I’m not quite to the point where I’d buy her grocery list (although it would be fun to swap recipe ideas) but I will buy all of her fiction under her various pen names. Amanda, like most of us in this Indie author world, writes in many genres, and this book is under the name Ellie Ferguson. It just so happens that Witchfire is a paranormal romance, which I normally wouldn’t touch with a ten foot pole. On the other hand, I’ve read her paranormal romances and just plain romances in the past, and I trust her to deliver a good story without the tropes that genre is prone to.

    She delivers in this story, as usual. A young woman returning reluctantly to a small town full of bittersweet memories, with her young daughter in tow. So far, so normal. But the reasons she left, and the big reason she’s running back, seeking help, that’s where her world diverges from ours into one where magic is real. Magic is also dangerous, and when a young child manifests it, it could risk everything. And if that’s not enough, when the main character gets back into town, her mother is gone and her childhood home is sentient and talking to her. Not that she didn’t know it was sort-of-alive. The talking is new.

    Amanda pulls you into the story with action, and delivers more action, interspersed with a down-to-earth romance. She handles the parenting part very well, deftly weaving the child into the story without falling into the plot moppet trap. It’s a fun, light read, and perfect for a few hours of escapism to relax your mind before you have to come back to our mundane world. Readers of her other books may recognize the setting, first introduced in the romantic holiday novel Slay Bells Ring. If you like your romantic entanglements lightly tangled, with a splash of peril, a soucon of conflict, but no overdramatics, then this book is for you.

    Happy Reading!

    Pumpkin Pie

    In the morning, it was a pumpkin. By evening, it was a pie.

    Since my website seems to not be supporting images any longer (I’ve been having trouble with my host, will be finding a new one when I have time. So… next month, late) I have put the photos in a Flickr album.

     

    Step 1: Find a pie pumpkin. This is important, as a pumpkin is not always suitable for pie. Jack-o-Lantern pumpkins have coarse, fibrous insides.

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    Step 2: Remove seeds and roast pumpkin. I cut mine in half, seeded it (take all the stringy bits out, too, they aren’t tasty) and roasted it at 325 for an hour (alongside other things being baked for Thanksgiving).

    Step 3: Process the pulp. I use a food mill, which purees the pulp, and removes any stray skin or seeds.

    Step 4: reduce the water content. I put the pulp (there was about 2 cups, from the little pumpkin I was using) into a saucepan and cooked it down, stirring often, over medium heat until it was thick and starting to caramelize (you’ll wind up with about 1 1/2 cups). Remove from heat.

    Step 5: Add in sugar and spices, mix well.  You will want 3/4 cup sugar, a teaspoon of salt, and for the infamous pumpkin pie spice:  a teaspoonful of cinnamon, one of ginger and if you have it, an eight of a teaspoon of mace. That’s what it’s all about, folks, all the fuss and pother over cinnamon and ginger. But I digress.

    Step 6: Whisk together one cup of cream (or just use all milk, but the cream is worth it in the flavor department), one-half cup milk, and two eggs. Once this is homogeneous, pour it into the pumpkin mixture, whisking until smooth and even.

    Step 7: Pour the custard into an unbaked 9″ pie shell.

    Step 8: Slide carefully into a preheated 400 deg F oven, and set the time for 30-45  minutes. Pie is done when still ‘wobbly’ in the center. Remove and let cool on a rack, the filling will finish setting up.

    Step 9: Serve with whipped cream or ice cream on top!

    You will note that the pie is much paler than the kind you make from a can. That’s because the ‘pumpkin’ in a can is actually squash. Pumpkin flesh is yellow, while squash is more orange, which is what people expect. But this pie tastes oh, so good! And you could, of course, make it with butternut or acorn squash, as well.

    Pumpkin Pie

    12 More Days

    Twelve more days until the end. Class days, that is, and counting today, until I am finished with this long, strange journey that began four and a half years ago. Well, perhaps it began much, much further into the past. I’m not sure the degree I’m earning was even an option, back in August 1995 when I set off to college as a dewy-eyed freshman. I certainly would have wanted it, but the school I attended back then wasn’t my choice, and didn’t have a degree I wanted… but I have no regrets. I have four beautiful children who would not exist if I had not taken that fork in the road.

    We start out with the best of intentions, and plans, and we wind up standing here later, clutching our mug of coffee and marveling at the sunrise.

    view-from-my-desk

    I don’t have the time to stand here drinking in the view for long – and it’s cold outside! – but I did want to ponder on where I am, and where I think I’m going. It’s been a rough couple of months, with transitions. Some of them haven’t been big, or even really visible, but I’ve struggled with them nonetheless. Shuttering a business that I’ve been a driving force in, one way or another, for sixteen years. As I put the boxes containing the physical aspect of that in the basement, I felt like I was abandoning an old friend. Granted, in this house the basement is the warmest room in the whole building due to an inefficient wood furnace, but still. I was boxing up a part of me. Not a part of me I knew existed twenty years ago, when I took the first steps on this journey, but now it was like tearing a chunk of my soul off, knowing that it will regrow even better.

    Did I ever tell you about my time as a puppeteer? When I went to college the first time, we were required to participate in a service ministry. There were only a handful of choices, and I can’t sing, and I don’t believe Street Evangelism is effective (rather the opposite, to be very honest), so I picked the Puppet Team. I had no idea, when I ticked that box, what it meant. It was the Geek squad of the school, and it was perfect for me. The leader and his wife were amazing people who I don’t think I ever thanked enough for their mentorship during that confusing period in my life. And the rest of the team? Well, we were the oddballs, the outcasts of the school. It was glorious. I had my first taste of performing, safely behind the curtains of the puppet stage. I don’t know that I was any good at it, but it was a beginning.

    Twenty years have passed. I performed for most of them. Sometimes reluctantly, but I enjoyed every minute of making kids smile and laugh. And then I put it all in boxes and taped the lids shut. It’s still there, if I want to pull it out. But the door is closed. If this was an equilibrium reaction I’m being pulled toward the product side of the equation.

    I took an exam yesterday, in Biochemistry. It seems every time I turn around, there’s an exam in Biochem. But what struck me about it was how we were discussing glycolysis, the first step in energy production in cells, and ultimately what powers my fingers to tap the keys and produce this sentence for you to read. It’s a process that leads to cycles, but looking at the chemistry of it, it’s a series of reactions. If the whole thing happened at once, it would literally blow your mind with the energy produced like a small bomb going off. Like life. Had I, at 18, been presented with a look at the whole process that lead to my sitting here at this desk typing, I’d probably still be curled up in a corner gibbering. I’d have been utterly convinced I could not handle it. But glycolysis proceeds stepwise, a little at a time, just like life. And just like life, some reactions are reversible, others are not. Some are gateways that swing shut behind the molecule and cannot be reversed, because this way the process will proceed, which it wouldn’t if the poor little glucose could see what was coming.

    Enough with anthropomorphizing my chemicals. If I’m going to assume a metaphor, I’m more like an enzyme, catalyzing change but myself remaining unchanged. Physically, at least. Mentally? I’m not the same person who went to college, twenty years ago. That person is changed almost beyond recognition. I look back and shake my head at her, and her naivete.

    But then I look forward, and wonder what I’ll say to me, twenty years from now. Am I making a mistake? Too late now, the gateway is closing and the latch is falling. I’m committed to this process.

    Plea Bargaining: Part III

    This is part III of a five-part series that was written as a term paper for my Criminal Justice class this semester. The first part was an overall introduction, the second part looked at potential benefits, this third part at drawbacks, and the fourth part at disparities regarding race and gender in plea bargaining. The final part will be a personal conclusion.

    Part I

    Part II

    The darker side of the justice system in the United States is that the halls of justice are filled with an unending stream of defendants. Some are new to the system, frightened, and sensitive to the possibilities of imprisonment and punishment. Others are hardened, having spent their lives pushing the boundaries of the law, and stepping over casually. The men and women who staff the court system are overwhelmed by the tide of offenders, and the sad reality is that some will fall through the cracks, into bad sentences, through production-line plea bargains tailored to reduce workloads rather than protect rights and ease charges in allowing defendants to take responsibility for their actions.

    Statistically, defendants are older, overall, and have more convictions on their record, than was the case in past decades (Reaves, 2013). While crime rates are falling, the persons committing the crimes are now much more likely to be intimately familiar with the criminal justice system, and how to work that system to their advantage. Well over a third of defendants have ten or more criminal arrests on their record at the time of arrest in 2009, a percentage that had doubled in the decade preceding it, and of those arrests, 36% had led to felony convictions (Reaves, 2013). Recidivism is a huge factor, and the plea bargains may have a hand in allowing it. Of the convictions in Reaves’ study, nearly all of them were the result of a guilty plea, and those pleas were largely the result of plea bargaining. While the system may have saved itself a lot of time and money – the same study shows that the time elapsing between arrest and sentencing is an average of 111 days – the defendants may be knuckling under to get it over with, having spent a third of a year under the shadow of a trial  (Reaves, 2013).

    The trial with its lengthy, expensive and highly formal proceedings, that in the end comes down to the secret and highly unpredictable decision of a jury of his peers. That is the stick that prosecutors brandish at defendants, before extending the alluring carrot of a known charge that is not, they insist, the worst that could happen (Bibas, 2004). This shadow of a trial is, in an ideal system, the protective umbrella that keeps plea bargaining fair. In theory, the establishment of sentencing guidelines in many jurisdictions should make the plea bargain process even more predictable. Since 95% (in the year 2000) are disposed by plea bargaining, relying on this is almost taken for granted in the justice system. Bibas argues that in reality, plea bargains are not based on deterrence, punishment, or retribution. Instead, they are skewed by psychological and practical considerations, and have become based on finances, sex, education, intelligence, and confidence. Innocent, or impaired defendants are at the mercy of lawyers who may be undertrained, or self-serving (Bibas, 2004).

    There is a significant lack of oversight and regulation surrounding plea bargaining. Prosecutors more often than not do not record nor report the factors they use in setting up a plea bargain. This leads to a lack of clarity in how things like previous arrest records, convictions, and demographic factors affect offenders who are being convinced to plead guilty. Legally, as per US v Drain, a “substantial history of arrests, especially if they are similar to the offense of conviction, can be a reliable indicator of a pattern of criminality, suggesting a recidivism risk. (Lawson, 2016)” However, the scope of case law is ambiguous, with US v Guajardo-Martinez stating that “a sentencing court may not rely on the prior arrest record itself in deciding on a sentence. (Lawson, 2016)” It should not escape our notice, however, that this constraint does not apply to what prosecutors may weigh in the privacy of their office as they bargain with an offender who may have a lengthy arrest record.

    In an impassioned argument against the system, Nathaniel Pallone states that a plea-bargain led directly to the brutal death of a young girl, and in the emotional backlash following the tragedy, the establishment of the sex offender legislation as we know it (Pallone, 2003). He points out that the plea-bargain struck was unwise, reducing a sentence to a third of the recommended length. This was compounded when the plead sentence time was served and the recommendations of the staff, the parole board, and others were ignored as they warned against returning this offender to society. The scope of his essay is beyond this paper, but suffice it to say that he firmly believes that the sex offender legislation adopted as a result of this plea-bargain, release, and ensuing death, is mistaken and unfounded, leading to greater injustice than a single incarceration would have been (Pallone, 2003).

    The complex motivations behind the acceptance of a plea bargain, or the fight to take their case to trial, are many. However, one factor relates to the impulsiveness of the offenders, which is what led to the tragic murder referenced in the previous point. The same lack of self-control leads to the defendant discounting the ‘cost’ of prison when weighing whether to accept a plea bargain. The prospect of a shorter sentence seems more endurable to them than the prospect of a hostile jury (Bibas, 2004). The defendant’s ability to assess the risk ahead of him is dependent on his education, intelligence, and confidence, meaning that vulnerable populations of young people, the mentally ill, or the homeless are unable to argue for their best interests (Lawson, 2016).

    Plea bargaining may also be detrimental to the prosecutors who arrange the guilty pleas and in doing so, lessen their own workload. While they are not obligated to spend their time in preparing for and arguing a trial, it “does not serve the goals of retribution, deterrence, incapacitation, and rehabilitation,” that are to be the foundational principals of the American criminal justice system. In the model of the courts that envisions a conveyor belt full of offenders being stamped guilty or not guilty by rote in an overly-full system, plea bargaining is akin to a ‘proceed directly to jail’ card (George B. Palermo, 1998).  Plea bargaining, it is argued, places legislative power in the hands of prosecutors who are then faced with conflicting decisions that potentially lead them to usurp the power of a separate branch of the government, without the training or the authority to make decisions at that level (George B. Palermo, 1998).

    Justice Rehnquist said of this: “the process of plea bargaining is not one with any student of the subject regards as an ornament to our system of justice. (George B. Palermo, 1998)” Whether plea bargaining is a force for good, or evil, it seems clear that with only 5% of cases proceeding to trial in the criminal justice system, it is here to stay. The setting in which the bargaining takes place is an uneven floor, with the prosecutor taking the upper hand and exerting considerable coercive pressure on the defendant who is seeking to avoid the risk of a lengthy term of imprisonment. The power of a prosecutor can, as in any other arena, be abused. Prosecutors are only human, and subject to the same failures, assumptions, and lack of information as any other person responsible for the lives of others (George B. Palermo, 1998). Negotiations that are undertaken in bad faith can lead to the conviction of the innocent, the release of the dark-souled who ought to have been retained for further punishment, or the abuse of power that allows a petty tyrant his revenges for slights real and imagined.

     

     

    References

    Bibas, S. (2004). Plea Bargaining outside the Shadow of Trial. Harvard Law Review, 2463-2471.

    George B. Palermo, M. A. (1998). Plea Bargaining: Injustice for All? International Journal of Offender Therapy and Comparative Criminology, 111-123.

    Lawson, B. K. (2016). How Bad Arrests Lead to Bad Prosecution: Exploring the Imact of Prior Arrests on Plea Bargaining. Cardozo Law Review, 974-996.

    Pallone, N. (2003). Without Plea-Bargaining, Megan Kanka Would be Alive Today. Criminology and Public Policy, 83-97.

    Reaves, B. J. (2013). Felony Defendants in Large Urban Counties. Bureau Of Justice Statistics, 1-40.

     

     

    Plea Bargaining: Part II

    This is part II of a five-part series that was written for a term paper in my Criminal Justice class this semester. The first part was an overall introduction, this second part looks at potential benefits, the third part at negatives, and the fourth part at disparities regarding race and gender in plea bargaining. The final part will be a personal conclusion.

    Part I can be found here.

     

    As a preliminary to discussion of the potential and known benefits of plea bargaining, an imaginary case may create some context for the discussion. A young girl is molested by a man, who confesses after he is confronted by the police. However, at the grand jury’s empanelment, his lawyer enters a plea of not guilty. In this case, should it come to a trial the girl would have to sit in front of a jury and tell her tale in a room full of strangers, and her attacker. For her, a plea bargain on the case of the defendant would be a mercy. In another case, one that went before the Supreme Court, one Henry Alford, fearing the death penalty, plead guilty to obtain a life sentence, instead. He chose life over death, while protesting his innocence (Bibas, 2003).

    As the justice system participants see it, plea bargaining offers several benefits. By convincing defendants to plead out, short of a trial, the costs in terms of time and money are greatly reduced. Defendants who plead are admitting some sort of guilt, assuaging the drive for justice that our entire system is built around. “’Plea bargaining’ refers generally to defendants giving up their trial related constitutional rights and pleading guilty in exchange for prosecutorial concessions, like lighter sentences and dismissals of charges. Nearly all federal convictions (ninety-seven percent) and state convictions (ninety-five percent) result not from trials, but from guilty pleas.” (McConkie, 2015).

    In 1985, approximately 35 billion dollars was spent on police, public defenders, correctional programs, and other components of the justice system (Cohen, 1988). Thirty years later, the Bureau of Justice Statistics reports “Nation spends $167 billion on criminal and civil justice services: Since 1982, Justice expenditures average 8 Percent growth annually” (Bureau of Justice Statistics, 2004). While plea bargaining may not reduce the number of inmates in prisons, reductions in the length of sentences garnered through pleading will in the long term reduce costs. The obvious reduction of trial costs, which are not inconsiderable, as well as the reduction of the workload on lawyers, prosecutors, judges, and support staff are also to be counted in the savings from plea bargains.

    On the side of the defendant, the ability to bargain brings with it benefits, as well. Pleading out, particularly before indictment in front of a Grand Jury, allows a criminal to evade minimum sentencing guidelines (Rhodes, 1992). During the War on Drugs, minimum sentences for crimes have become a matter of course, and as Rhodes outlines in his report, “drug-law violations have the largest incidence of plea bargains that result in sentences outside the guidelines.” He reports that nearly a quarter of all guilty pleas affect the guideline sentencing. Bibas touches on this when he states that plea bargaining does ‘empower parties by promoting freedom of choice. (Bibas, 2003)’ The criminal, from being a pawn in a system that is steered by defense lawyers, prosecutors, and judges, is able to have a voice in what is to become of him. If he waited until the jury convicted him, and the judge handed down a sentence, he would be voiceless. By admitting his guilt, he is able to take some control back, and argue for a lesser sentence.

    Bibas also includes nolo contendere and Alford pleas in the plea bargaining analysis. “Many guilty defendants are in denial and find it hard to admit their crimes to others or even to themselves. For them, Alford and nolo contendere pleas are easy ways to remain in denial and avoid the painful processes of confession or trial (Bibas, 2003). Plea bargains are usually carried out with the attorneys, informal and out of court (McConkie, 2015). These options can allow a defendant different ways to escape public scrutiny of their crimes. Privacy can be maintained, where a jury trial can allow them no shade from the light of the media turned on their past.

    The Supreme Court has repeatedly upheld the practice of plea bargaining. “Most judges support the system of plea bargaining because it allows them to alleviate the need to schedule and hold a trial on what are typically already overcrowded dockets. Prosecutors desire both the reduced caseload and assurance of a conviction from plea bargaining. Plea negotiations also allow prosecutors to strengthen their cases against codefendants by offering certain defendants a plea arrangement in exchange for testimony against one or more codefendants. This practice assures prosecutors at least one conviction while also enhancing the chances of a subsequent conviction. Defendants are allowed to avoid a more serious charge or sentence and, if represented by private counsel, avoid the cost of a trial. So, on balance, the practice of plea bargaining is generally believed to be superior to trials due to reduced costs, improvements in the speed and efficiency of case processing, and increases in the certainty of convictions (Thaxton, 2013).”

    If we return to our imaginary case for a moment, after the child and her parents give the prosecutor the go-ahead to seek a plea bargain, which permission he sought in a token to the victim, the prosecutor can approach the defense lawyer with the balance of a threat on one hand – the confessions made can and will be held against the defendant – and a promise on the other. Plead out, and avoid the worst possible sentences. Also, your name will not be dragged through the mud again, harming not only your reputation, but your family as well. If the defendant takes that offer, then the young victim is spared an ordeal in the trial, the defendant escapes the worst consequences, and the justice system is spared some of the costs, and can assuredly say that justice was done, even if it was not through traditional means.

     

     

    Bibliography

    Bibas, S. (2003). Harmonizing Substantive Criminal Law Values and Criminal Procedure: The case of Alford and Nolo Contendere Pleas. Cornell Law Review, 67.

    Bureau of Justice Statistics. (2004, May 2). BJS. Retrieved from www.bjs.gov: http://www.bjs.gov/index.cfm?ty=pbdetail&iid=492

    Cohen, M. A. (1988). Study of the Cost of Crime to Victims. Law & Society Review, 537-556.

    McConkie, D. S. (2015). Judges as Framers of Plea Bargaining. Stanford Law & Policy Review, 61-115.

    Rhodes, W. (1992). Sentence Disparity, Use of Incarceration, and Plea Bargaining: The Post-Guideline View from the Commission. Federal Sentencing Reporter, 153-155.

    Thaxton, S. (2013). Leveraging Death. The Journal of Criminal Law & Criminology, 475-552.

     

     

    Boxes of Miscellany

    I was rambling about the move, and how it may or may not relate to writing, age, and family, over at the Mad Genius Club this morning.

    The house is nearly unpacked, saving for the boxes that are stowed in the basement, and a few boxes of miscellany that need to be sorted. I don’t know what to do with them, really. They are, largely, the contents of desk drawers. You know what I mean – all the little things that don’t really have a home, the small office supplies (I sifted through one for my stapler, for instance). The current desk doesn’t have any drawers. So… what am I to do? For now, there are boxes under my desk, which isn’t a viable long-term plan.

    On the other hand (and my hands ache, which isnt’ really surprising given how much I have lifted and toted this week) I have empty cupboards. This means that our stuff did not expand to max capacity as we pulled it out of the old house, which was little, into the new one. It certainly felt like it was going to. I pulled the cork on the tiny house, and it went all bubbly. Quantum foam? Only explanation I can think of.

    Thanksgiving is coming, and with it, five days off of school for me. I shall have homework, and family obligations (above and beyond the meal, which we are happily planning) but I am also hoping to get my brain into the right mode for writing. Maybe. We shall see. As I mentioned in the MGC post, plots are percolating. The trick is going to be getting my writer-brain interested in the WIP again. Which hopefully I can do.

    It’s coming down a fine November rain outside. Chilly to the bone. I’m grateful I’m inside, with my children asleep in their warm beds, my husband bringing me a cup of coffee quietly, warning me as he sets it down that it’s there. I must look like I’m in a writing trance. Maybe I am, even if this isn’t fiction. It’s real life, and I think I’ll go interact with it, rather than simply transcribe it on the screen.

    Later, there are appointments, and chores, and calling to order wood. Now, there is a still small moment of peace.

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