For #WIT (Women in Translation) Month, I’ve chosen to tackle two translations long-forgotten because I could only buy them for my Kindle. Unlike real books, which command my attention from the shelves and sulk if I don’t read them soon enough, books in the innards of my Kindle wait patiently and soon disappear from sight altogether as they are displaced from the Home Screen. (Not that I buy a lot of books from Amazon. You know that.)
Nowhere To Be Found didn’t deserve that fate, though I can’t say that I enjoyed it much. I bought it because it was longlisted for the BTBA Best Translated Book Award Nominee for Fiction in 2016, and its translator Sore Kim-Russell was nominated for the PEN Translation Prize Nominee in the same year. Paul Fulcher who I follow at Goodreads rated it four stars and gave it a handsome review concluding that it packs more power into its 100 slim pages than most 300 page plus novels…
But I should have paid more attention to what he wrote next, quoting the author Bae Suah as saying: “‘The most suitable way to not say something’—that’s what I think of as the aesthetic of my short fiction.”
While its elusive style would probably disqualify it from the genre, it reads like the kind of apathetic nobody-understands-me YA that I dislike. In her early twenties, the narrator is a clerical worker in a mundane job in Seoul in 1988, but the drama of the Seoul Olympics and the revelations about atrocities that preceded it don’t concern her. In this exchange she seems to agree with the proposition that the outcome of Korea using antipersonnel weapons is no different to murder, but she dismisses the idea of taking protest action as a waste of time.
“What kinds of people commit murder?”
“Murderers, I suppose.”
“Your minute is up.”
“Do you suppose we will ever be rid of all antipersonnel weapons?”
“Huh?”
“How are such weapons any different from murder?”
“They’re not.”
“I’m planning a demonstration. Everyone will form a human chain.”
“Doing that won’t change a single thing.” (p. 92, Amazon Crossing, Kindle Edition)
Well, I don’t have much patience with young people not interested in their own country’s future. Is the author exposing this wilful naïveté to try to change it?
Predictably, the narrator is alienated from her family:
… my family is just a random collection of people I knew long ago and will never happen upon again, and people I don’t know yet but will meet by chance one day. Their dim, indistinct faces will ultimately, and meaninglessly, become the faces of the people in my life, though at the present moment they are unfamiliar strangers with no influence over me whatsoever. (p. 12 Amazon Crossing, Kindle Edition.)
She loses touch with her brother, who abandons his promise to help the family financially. She is scornful about her little sister’s ambitions to transcend their poverty.
She thinks she has a true self, but it is nowhere to be found:
Rain falls inside the dark, abandoned house. It streams down the walls of the kitchen and front door like a waterfall. Burn me. Pour gasoline over me and set my body on fire. Burn me at the stake like a witch. Wrap me in garbage bags and toss me in the incinerator. I’ll turn into dioxin and make my way into your lungs. Stroke my face lightly with a razor blade and suck the blood that comes seeping out. Lap it up like a cat. I want to be covered in blood. I’ll cry out in the end and weep for fear of leaving this world without ever once discovering the me inside me, the ugly something inside me. But then I see her: another me passing by like a landscape of inanimate objects outside the window of the empty house quietly collapsing in the rain.
Where have you been all this time? Were you off somewhere singing, putting cats to sleep on the porch, drifting about in the rapids of time, the glow of the morning sun and the rain of a summer afternoon beating down as you pass by, your lips shut tight like a bloodsucking plant? The me that is nowhere to be found now, the me that will turn to ash and vanish, turn to darkness and rot—that me extends a squalid hand at the final moment of this crash, having entirely deserted and abandoned my life. In truth, I was not me. The me that was born into an animal body and lived as a slave to poverty and insult was nothing but the emptiness that had been momentarily bewitched out of me by an evil spirit. That distant me is precious and beautiful. No matter how decadent and corrupt my body becomes, I will, like a desert orchid that blooms once every hundred years, come to you bearing this frigidness toward life. (pp. 38-39, Amazon Crossing, Kindle Edition)
Unsurprisingly, the churlish boyfriend Cheolsu is — both physically and psychologically — also nowhere to be found. (And she’s better off without him IMO).
It outlived memory. Back then Cheolsu was nowhere to be found, and it would be no different in the future. Meaningless sensations lingered on my skin as clearly as teeth marks that refused to fade. Time pushes away that which is intended, rejects that which is rejected, forgets that which is sung about, and is filled with that which it turns its eyes from, such as the white hairs of a loved one. (p. 93, Amazon Crossing, Kindle Edition)
Well, if you like your fiction narcissistic and nihilistic, maybe this one might appeal. Sophie Hughes at Music and Literature sees qualities in the novella that eluded me entirely.
Author: Bae Suah
Title: Nowhere To Be Found
Translated from the Korean by Sora Kim-Russell
Publisher: Amazon Crossing, 2015, first published 1998
ASIN: B00OV403X0
Purchased for the Kindle because that’s the only way it’s available in Australia.
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* Just in case you didn’t know, (and any excuse to show off her cute and lovable self will do), this is Amber,

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McFarlane became fascinated by 




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