I am 29 years old. I remember the 90s so clearly. I remember the christmas parties, the drinking, the T.V. shows and movies. It was clover. We went paintballing on the weekends, went camping, Mandy Moore concerts, and Disney Land.
Now, it's like, all I see is people blowing themselves up, cops shooting...
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I am 29 years old. I remember the 90s so clearly. I remember the christmas parties, the drinking, the T.V. shows and movies. It was clover. We went paintballing on the weekends, went camping, Mandy Moore concerts, and Disney Land.
Now, it's like, all I see is people blowing themselves up, cops shooting people, young people going in and out of jail, shooting people in churches, and just recent events. It's just...so terrible to live these days...
I'm not saying I had a good childhood..actually, I had a terrible childhood. All I did was play Hitman 47 24/7 and I thought that was really life was all about...kill people...and now I am grown up...I want to have a family, and maybe have kids...but I think Nicholas Cage was right in the movie "The Rock," bringing a child into this world is a grave mistake.
I feel like...death is so much better... than what I live with. No bills, no medical insurance, no pain, no more worry, no more anxiety, no more need, no more addiction... I feel like... death is the only true solution. I mean, I really feel like life is just way too painful.
I honestly feel that all these people fighting over this "pale blue dot," ya know, you can have this...seriously...like, if I could leave this rock, I would. Animals getting slaughtered, hate speeches, Trump; I mean seriously, people that wants this earth are killing so many people, for what.